Day...15 or Something!

Day 15:

This whole day to day basic, its not all that it's cracked up to be. Its a lot harder than it looks for one, and for two, the little bit of time that I do have I'm usually spending it with Justin. Working a full time job at the age of 17 is not easy. Its hard to get motivation for sure. And for the most part I'm so out energy that it causes tension in the house. 

I love coming home at the end of day, always looking forward to Foster (our dog) being so happy to see me, and making my way upstairs to find Justin all smiles. It is truly what I live for. But with that beening said, being loving and having a positive attitude is hard to do.

I dont have much to say this morning, but I want to express my grief on how relationships are not easy. It takes so much energy and dedication that most people lose as the relationship goes on.. The motivation is not just necessarily from one partner, it takes both to make a relationship work. And that's essential. But you have to keep one thing in your head to make things work, and that is, its not about whose winning, or whose right or why you other is wrong. But its about loving and letting the negative things on.. Keeping them inside is the most unhealthy way to keep a relationship afloat. Keep that in mind next time something happens or something takes a turn.